Dear Mummy,
For some reason I don't know, I'm still clinging on to something I don't quite have the sense of belonging to.
I feel chained.
It's troublesome.
Mummy, I wish things were like in the past when I was a kid and you would solve all my problems.
However, I'm an adult now. And there's a huge chunk of my life that I'm forced to keep secret from you.
I'm shedding tears now. Something I didn't expect to happen when I decided to write this blog post.
Friday, September 28, 2012
Sunday, September 23, 2012
Dear Mummy,
I punched out from work at 9pm today. My other colleagues left at 7pm.
And because of this, I had a argument with my boyfriend.
I can't remember how many times this has happened.
It's not my fault that there was septic patient who came in 10 minutes before I wanted to leave.I had to do something. It's my responsibility. In medicine, if you're irresponsible, someone may just die. And the person could be someone's father, mother or son.
I've failed to illustrate this point to my boyfriend.I don't know what I've done to deserve all the victimization. I hope he understands I came home late because I had an emergency situation to deal with. Not that I was slow or incompetent in my work.
Felt so disappointed with him that I cried on my way back.
Yeah, I know. I seem to cry lot recently. Let's hope that I won't have to see a psychiatrist yet.
Sigh. Sometimes I just wish I'd chosen to work in hometown where none of this would have happened.
Anyway, happy birthday, Mummy. Enjoy your trip in Thailand.
I punched out from work at 9pm today. My other colleagues left at 7pm.
And because of this, I had a argument with my boyfriend.
I can't remember how many times this has happened.
It's not my fault that there was septic patient who came in 10 minutes before I wanted to leave.I had to do something. It's my responsibility. In medicine, if you're irresponsible, someone may just die. And the person could be someone's father, mother or son.
I've failed to illustrate this point to my boyfriend.I don't know what I've done to deserve all the victimization. I hope he understands I came home late because I had an emergency situation to deal with. Not that I was slow or incompetent in my work.
Felt so disappointed with him that I cried on my way back.
Yeah, I know. I seem to cry lot recently. Let's hope that I won't have to see a psychiatrist yet.
Sigh. Sometimes I just wish I'd chosen to work in hometown where none of this would have happened.
Anyway, happy birthday, Mummy. Enjoy your trip in Thailand.
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
Tuesday, September 18, 2012
Hope you'll be good
Went back to hometown during the long weekend.
I waved goodbye to my mom from inside my new car.
I cried the during the first 5 minutes after I'd embarked upon my long journey back to KL.
I don't meet my mom often due to the distance between us. Whenever I do get to meet her, I always worry that that's going to be last time I will ever see her again. Call me paranoid or anything.After having seen so many sufferings in the hospital for the past 1 year, I realize that human beings can be very frail. Anything can happen.You never know.
Mummy,I hope you'll be good.
I waved goodbye to my mom from inside my new car.
I cried the during the first 5 minutes after I'd embarked upon my long journey back to KL.
I don't meet my mom often due to the distance between us. Whenever I do get to meet her, I always worry that that's going to be last time I will ever see her again. Call me paranoid or anything.After having seen so many sufferings in the hospital for the past 1 year, I realize that human beings can be very frail. Anything can happen.You never know.
Mummy,I hope you'll be good.
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